I'm writing this on Sunday night when I really ought to be getting ready for Yom Kippur. I should have been cooking all day to prepare to host a huge break the fast feast tomorrow.
Sadly I'm not doing either of those because I'm sick. Just normal sick - nothing fancy or exotic. Still sucks though. As weird as it may seem I look forward to this holiday. The Kol Nidre service is beautiful and haunting and it feels weird to miss it. Incomplete somehow. I also love hosting the break the fast. It's an annual tradition that I'm very proud of.